[L] $1000

So if I work 5 months I will have paid back all my bills. I want to work to pay back bills and buy stuff here. I'm so sick though it might take longer.

...I think I want to think about taking a course at home. Algebra might be to complicated. I wonder if I will take, like, English and History. Science and Humanities require a little more effort than that and I have no exam. Only math has on campus exam, and Speech requires you to see a speech to write on.

I was thinking I don't really want to sell clothes and work at a cash register. I remember Sears or JCPenny had some nice workers. I will have to get a lot better by resting at home. If I was not overweight I could fit into the bathing suit and shorts.

[L L] River Raft Ride

I am going to have my bathing suit under my clothes and then put them in a plastic bag and but this in the backpack which will go inside the plastic bag. I did get a cute backpack purse, today. But, I will need more room so am bringing this.

[L] I'm keeping the clothes that fit.

It's just the bathing suit with white shorts that doesn't fit around my fat and long center.

Okay now I'm washing my clothes.

[L] The clothes are too small.

I just kept the yellow one. The bathing suit and its shorts are too small. The pink shorts are okay but I dunno, longer than what I have but not too long in a way though. I might even want to wear that tomorrow. Too bad for this bathing suit. I guess I need to remember to put my camera in a plastic bag in case we go on the river raft.

[U L L] What I'm Doing

I'm fixing thru my online accounts and I guess then can see what I can sell and throw away and move in the garage.

Help!

I don't have the sns still but maybe saved with Pro connection to the first, had Yellow_Mongoose, gayghost, Music_Teacher. I didn't care, but part of my goal is to collect sns and see who wants them.

[U L L] Payback

In 4 weeks I can make $1000 to pay back!

I want to work in a non-food job.

[U L L] Ebay

I got rid of lots of stuff so there's more room. I wonder what all is worth to sell for money, then when I'm better I can get a seasonal job.

I'm leaving for the therapist.

Bye.

[U L L] Planet Fitness

http://cb1331.blogspot.com/2010/05/u-l-l-planet-fitness.html

I don't see my Planet Fitness card anywhere. I thought I left it in the cell phone wallet-purse. I do have to clean everything, but I know it was moved.

Therapist

I leave in 1|2 an hour.

I'm not too worried, not sure how my dad is. He's taking me. He's off work for it. I hope it doesn't take long to wait. I am supposed to go shopping with my mom to Wal-Mart and Dots. I need a loser bra to try. For going out I need the cups without straps. I wonder if I can fit in a 38A because the 36A cups pinch outward.

What's the use?

Following things that mean nothing. I am willing to accept that attractive Filipinos aren't the same species as people from Europe.

I don't feel good.

I just put my camera to recharge. I have to get the new battery, my Mom didn't get. I just don't want to go tomorrow at 10:30 A.M. for a therapist appointment. My mom is looking for groups for me herself. I am being taken by my dad. Then next week is the doctor. Well I dunno I don't feel like sleeping quite so much but will need to at some point in time. Then my dad is home from work.

People haven't really accepted each other.

I look white. I act white. I'm whiter than most people, but I also like being very dark. I think Mongoloid would mean in the middle as a sentiment on where the skull fits between cave dweller and civilization.

Watching This Movie

There is no reason I should just be considered wrong or whatever. It shows how the more apelike links have the protruding forehead. I was thinking that's a Negroid skull.

Money Money Money Money

They decide the happy-go-lucky originally bad-snob people get accepted easily and pressured less, like they can get any job. I mean I only had church when I applied, and I was very active socially in school. I can see that these people see life alright. Like they'll always get a job and then they will not only have energy from not doing homework but like money from a job.

A Little Nasty - Helena Bonham Carter

No I don't know why she has Bonham or if that's the first word in her last name. Big whoop; I have Burkhart.

I noticed something mildly retarded, not meaning her of course. I just thought of something really retarded.

http://www.x17video.com/celebrity_video/helena_bonham_carter/helena_bonham_carter_at_lax_ai.php

It's funny how she says stupid and doesn't think like anyone would like think of that in a certain way. No one is talking with her.

Tomorrow 10:30 A.M. - Therapist

I really don't want to but have to. Next week is the doctor.

IMDb - Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2005)

Re: mike cracked the system?..

by you What if there was a girl Mike, like Michelle is a good one. His casting Mia Wasikowska is interesting. http://www.worldoxygenbank.com/Images/EarthHeight_ngdc.jpg Fact: There are mountains by Spain and Germany. Fact: Poland is not one of these. Fact: Neither is Sweden. Fact: http://www.worldoxygenbank.com/Images/EarthHeight_ngdc.jpg The difference is Portugal. It's the technical exception to the rule. It's by the water with lowland, different from Spain. That's how Spain is like China. Except mountains not quite as big as that. South China has water is in fact European possibility. However stay out of Indochina, Viet, Flip, Tais. Anyway Japan is even said to copy China so many times. OMG I forgot I didn't string that thought. Poland is not strange in and of itself at all. I think I have a little. I saw this pretty Portugese girl with her hair dyed white, thin frame, big nose. I was at the mental hospital, recently. 127.proboards.com cb1331.blogspot.com youtube.com/CB1331

This Cute Boy

There was this cute boy who I think "knew the past was over." I was just thinking of his taking a solo and being in chorus with Mr. Cotton. I tried out for flag team, which is not bad. I did want to be on dance team there. I so miss that. I swear if he stayed my life would be perfect, I would not be fat, I would have done the flag team. I would have to quit art or postpone Talented Music. I wanted to be in Talented Theater. He came from New Orleans and sat in.