[L] $1000

So if I work 5 months I will have paid back all my bills. I want to work to pay back bills and buy stuff here. I'm so sick though it might take longer.

...I think I want to think about taking a course at home. Algebra might be to complicated. I wonder if I will take, like, English and History. Science and Humanities require a little more effort than that and I have no exam. Only math has on campus exam, and Speech requires you to see a speech to write on.

I was thinking I don't really want to sell clothes and work at a cash register. I remember Sears or JCPenny had some nice workers. I will have to get a lot better by resting at home. If I was not overweight I could fit into the bathing suit and shorts.

[L L] River Raft Ride

I am going to have my bathing suit under my clothes and then put them in a plastic bag and but this in the backpack which will go inside the plastic bag. I did get a cute backpack purse, today. But, I will need more room so am bringing this.

[L] I'm keeping the clothes that fit.

It's just the bathing suit with white shorts that doesn't fit around my fat and long center.

Okay now I'm washing my clothes.

[L] The clothes are too small.

I just kept the yellow one. The bathing suit and its shorts are too small. The pink shorts are okay but I dunno, longer than what I have but not too long in a way though. I might even want to wear that tomorrow. Too bad for this bathing suit. I guess I need to remember to put my camera in a plastic bag in case we go on the river raft.

[U L L] What I'm Doing

I'm fixing thru my online accounts and I guess then can see what I can sell and throw away and move in the garage.

Help!

I don't have the sns still but maybe saved with Pro connection to the first, had Yellow_Mongoose, gayghost, Music_Teacher. I didn't care, but part of my goal is to collect sns and see who wants them.

[U L L] Payback

In 4 weeks I can make $1000 to pay back!

I want to work in a non-food job.

[U L L] Ebay

I got rid of lots of stuff so there's more room. I wonder what all is worth to sell for money, then when I'm better I can get a seasonal job.

I'm leaving for the therapist.

Bye.

[U L L] Planet Fitness

http://cb1331.blogspot.com/2010/05/u-l-l-planet-fitness.html

I don't see my Planet Fitness card anywhere. I thought I left it in the cell phone wallet-purse. I do have to clean everything, but I know it was moved.

Therapist

I leave in 1|2 an hour.

I'm not too worried, not sure how my dad is. He's taking me. He's off work for it. I hope it doesn't take long to wait. I am supposed to go shopping with my mom to Wal-Mart and Dots. I need a loser bra to try. For going out I need the cups without straps. I wonder if I can fit in a 38A because the 36A cups pinch outward.

What's the use?

Following things that mean nothing. I am willing to accept that attractive Filipinos aren't the same species as people from Europe.

I don't feel good.

I just put my camera to recharge. I have to get the new battery, my Mom didn't get. I just don't want to go tomorrow at 10:30 A.M. for a therapist appointment. My mom is looking for groups for me herself. I am being taken by my dad. Then next week is the doctor. Well I dunno I don't feel like sleeping quite so much but will need to at some point in time. Then my dad is home from work.

People haven't really accepted each other.

I look white. I act white. I'm whiter than most people, but I also like being very dark. I think Mongoloid would mean in the middle as a sentiment on where the skull fits between cave dweller and civilization.

Watching This Movie

There is no reason I should just be considered wrong or whatever. It shows how the more apelike links have the protruding forehead. I was thinking that's a Negroid skull.

Money Money Money Money

They decide the happy-go-lucky originally bad-snob people get accepted easily and pressured less, like they can get any job. I mean I only had church when I applied, and I was very active socially in school. I can see that these people see life alright. Like they'll always get a job and then they will not only have energy from not doing homework but like money from a job.